ALL LIKE THE MANTRA I can't seem to get out of my head: as if as if as if.There's a relativity factor involved in my mania that makes me want to seethe proportionality of all things as if they were examples. When my mothertells me she's sorry I have become a Satanist and she prays for me everyday (she knows she's not overreacting), then I all the same tell myselfas if she gave a shit. Uttering that structure defuses it as if ithadn't happened. As if there were a warin Vietnam. Poof!
It's easy enough to kill if you get it through your head you're just a toolin the hands of a superior superintelligence.